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drivin' that train.. high on cocaine..   
10:48pm 11/01/2004
 
mood: mellow
i never update anymore. i know i'm gonna update now and be like "maybe i'll start updating more often," but don't count on it. this will probably be my last update for another few months.

the last few months have been pretty fucked up. i'm not going to get into detail, but hopefully things will work out. maybe i'll score on the lottery (probably not).
as far as girls.. i've had a few girlfriends/relationships, but nothing ever worked out beyond a week or two. i like someone new now, the total opposite of the last few girls. my last few interests have been outspoken and outright rude at times (a few more words come to mind, but i'll be nice). this girl is shy, and i think that's what intrigues me so much. but enough about that, it's time for...

PICTURES!!!!





and by far the worst yet...

 
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10:21pm 11/11/2003
 
mood: high
so i'm in florida and it's been the vacation from hell. i'll possibly post why when i get back, but for now i have a story that is definitely worth sharing today.
we went to universal today, and for once i wasn't in a terrible mood. i've always liked universal, and i was pumped for Shrek 4d. after shrek 4d, my parents took the kids to go on the jimmy neutron ride, but i decided i didn't want to go on, i was gonna go off on my own. i start walking and i see the white jetta and the black dodge charger (i THINK that's the name of it) from the fast and the furious on display. as i walk around the block, i see the red rx7 from the fast and the furious (or possibly 2fast2furious, i can't remember), the orange dodge challenger from 2fast2furious (the 425hp hemi) and the green evo (one of the main cars from 2fast2furious). i'm looking at the evo when i see the purple eclipse convertible from 2fast2furious start driving towards me. he parks it next to the evo and i start talking to him about it (i asked if they were the actual cars from the movies and if the ecplipse was actually fast or just modded to make it look fast, both to which he said yes). then he asks me the question. "wanna take it for a ride?". i said i'd love to, but i'm not good at driving stick and i wouldn't wanna blow the tranny or clutch. he then asks if he wants him to take me for a ride in it. i said yes, and he puts the top down and we start driving around universal. we were driving around for like 10 minutes. all of a sudden in started raining and he said he should probably take it back.
i'm not even really a big fans of the movies, but just being in THE car from the movie was awesome. definitely something i'll never forget.
 
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01:25am 07/09/2003
 
mood: drained
i got my new car today
1998 ford explorer XLT, blue, beige leather interior, automatic, 72k miles, power everything, moonroof, 205hp V6, 4 door, cd player, and cruise control. it pretty much has every possible option except a V8, which is good cause i can't afford the gas on a V8.

i'll post pics later this week, but this picture is pretty much exactly what my car looks like:
 
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01:08am 05/09/2003
 
mood: awake
yay, another vent.
so i go to load up star wars galaxies tonight, and it starts the autopatch (estimated time remaining: 3 hours 12 minutes, YAY). i'm looking over the things that were "fixed" with this patch, and something catches my eye:
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New character deletion dialog to prevent accidental deletion. You must now also type "delete" character name for it to work.
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before you're like "huh?" let me describe this to you. previously, to delete your character, you highlighted on the character name in the dialog box, then click the "delete" button (it's clearly labeled, trust me). then after that, it said you must type in your character name (something you rarely, if ever, have to type. to log in, it doesn't require you to type your character name) to delete your character. a pretty good idea if you ask me, in case somebody accidentally clicked delete and then hit "yes" by accident if it only said "do you want to delete? yes/no" as it has been in other games i've played. the system seemed fool-proof, but apparently somebody on this planet is SO FUCKING STUPID that they accidentally deleted their character. now you must type delete and THEN the character name. i realize this is no big deal, as it doesn't require too much effort, but regardless PEOPLE ARE GOD DAMN IDIOTS. how in the fuck can somebody be so stupid to delete their character when the dialog box CLEARLY read "to delete your character, type his name in the box below and click yes" (note: that's not verbatim, but you know what i mean).

i really hope that made sense, as it is another one of my late-night-doped-out-on-coffee-rants, but if it didn't, i'll tell you the general idea: humanity has reached a new low.
 
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12:52am 05/09/2003
 
mood: bitter
so today at work me and bri buy candyland (the board game, ages 3-6) for $3.93 ($4.17 after tax). we head on up to donut connection, the place that has had my business at least 4-5 days a week for the past couple years, for some fierce candyland competition. we're on our second game (i won the first), and the fucking fat whore of a employee comes over and tells us we can't play the game anymore. WTF? what's the big fucking deal? there were 2 employees working, neither one of them doing ANYTHING AT ALL, just sitting around smoking, not a single person in the entire place besides us and the employees, and they kick us out?? that's fucking bullshit.

in completely unrelated news, there is a candyland tournament September 26 starting at 7:00 at the DC in pittston. grand prize $500, bring all your friends and family.
 
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10:55pm 24/08/2003
 
mood: nostalgic
so i haven't updated all summer. that kinda sucks, because i can look back on journal entries from last summer and remember the good times, but now i have to rely on my brain, and that usually doesn't work as well as planned. but regardless, this was an amazing summer, just as good as the last but in different ways. the majority of it was spent with emily, sarah, jenn, and carmen. my graduation party was awesome, and our trip to the beach was probably the best vacation ever. i also can't forget to mention doms graduation party, or the nights at daves lake, or the hundreds upon thousands of mountain rides, or my first time ever at the vista, or the time me carmen and sarah got asked if we had pot by the dmb girls at francis slocum, or the nights when i didn't feel like going home yet so i called dom and went out with his friends for a change of pace. the only regrets i really have is not calling a few people as much as i should have (elena, jordan, marianna, vicky, i'm talking to you guys among others).

looking back upon the summer, all i can really say is that was a crazy game of poker.
 
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12:15am 26/05/2003
 
mood: tired
well i've talked to my dad, and he told me if i can save up $5000 cash he will help me buy a brand new 2003 (or 2004) honda civic ex sedan. i asked him for assurance of if i would be wasting my time or not, and he promised me that if i managed to do it i will get the car.
he told me the money has to be earned, not from graduation or selling my car and whatnot. i did a little bit of math, and i figured i could have at least $1000 by the end of the summer working at price chopper (i took away for insurance and gave myself about $30/week spending money).
i think what my dad wants to do is see if i can really save the money. if i can show him $1k or more at the end of the summer, chances are he'll be impressed and let me get it. but just in case, i'm open to suggestions for making money that won't require me leaving price chopper.
going to bed now. 'nite
 
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10:34pm 07/05/2003
 
mood: pissed off
WARNING: this post WILL offend some people. if it offends you, you're overly sensitive so shut the fuck up.

gene just IMed me and gave me some disturbing news.
our original table at the prom was:
me and jenn
gene and vicky
helene and jerry
steph and mattie
and we had 2 seats left

steph and mattie decide to leave our table, and leaves room for FOUR RETARDS.
when i say retards, i mean it literally. nobody asks anybody at the table if we want tards at the table, they just throw them in there. what the fuck? i don't want to be babysitting a bunch of tards at my senior prom. i don't want to be wiping up their food or having them make tard comments at my jokes. hell, i want to be able to make god damn tard jokes without somebody taking it personally!

now, i have nothing against retards, but i don't want them (FOUR OF THEM) sitting at my god damn prom table. i'm going to go to klepadlo tomorrow and tell her this is unacceptable, but i don't know how she'll react. she might understand, but at the same time she might think i'm a terrible person. but whatever.
 
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fun with anbesol   
09:32pm 05/05/2003
 
mood: tired
so i've calmed down from yesterday. still a little irritable, but not bad.
my friend dave is selling his black mustang. it's a 1998, manual transmission, 40k miles, and power everything. $7k, excellent deal.
i know i always get excited over getting a new car, and always get shot down, but this time i actually think my parents might go for it. there is no possible way they can say i'd be getting ripped off and all that other shit.
but whatever. i had a long entry planned, but i got tired so i'm gonna go. later
 
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09:43pm 04/05/2003
 
mood: pissed off
blah blah blah i hate never knowing how to start these things off, so let me vent real quick
TO ALL GROCERY STORE CUSTOMERS (ESPECIALLY SOCCER MOMS AND ANYBODY OVER 50)
YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE. WHEN I TELL YOU TO HAVE A GOOD DAY I SAY IT BECAUSE IT'S MY JOB. I DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE A GOOD DAY, I WANT YOU TO CHOKE. I HATE YOU, AND I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU NEVER SHOP HERE AGAIN. GO TO HELL. WHEN I ASK HOW YOU ARE TODAY, I PRAY THAT YOU'LL TELL ME THAT YOU'RE HAVING A HORRIBLE ROTTEN DAY, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE. YOU ARE THE SCUM OF THE EARTH. I DON'T MAKE UP PRICES, I DON'T TYPE IN WHAT I'M CHARGING YOU. I DIDN'T OVERCHARGE YOU, THE FUCKING COMPUTER OVERCHARGED YOU. I'M NOT A GOD DAMN COMPUTER, I'M A FUCKING HUMAN AND I WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE ONE.
i should put that on a shirt and wear it to work wednesday.

anyway, friday was the physics trip to six flags. it was a good day overall, a little tiring, but still a good day. lisa was my ride partner for the day, and it was nice not having to worry about shit like work.
saturday i had work (SHOCKING) 9:30-5:00. after work i just dicked around til around 9:30 (pm) when jenn got out. she came over and we watched a movie.
today set me over the edge. i hate 8.5 hour shifts (i had work 9:00-5:30), and i HATE register 5 (go to PC some time and you'll see why). today i had a 8.5 shift on register 5. i'm so sick of being polite to customers, i really hate them. i'm sick of working the front end, we get blamed for everything that goes wrong in the store. we are pretty much shit to be walked upon. recently the asshole manager made a rule that we can't take our breaks or lunches outside. meaning when it's a beautiful day outside, we are supposed to sit up in the filthy break room. fuck that. today my friend dave took his break outside, and somebody had the balls to tell him he couldn't. so he quit. didn't even put in his two weeks, he just punched out and went home. i don't blame him either. it's a fucking bullshit rule and i hope joe harris (the manager) is happy that the front end lost one of its best employees because of a stupid rule. why did he make the rule? "because it looks bad to customers when employees are sitting outside"
WELL GUESS WHAT WE'RE FUCKING HUMANS AND WE TAKE LUNCHS AND BREAKS, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE US EAT THEN TURN YOUR HEAD. HOPEFULLY YOU'LL GET HIT BY A CAR BECAUSE I'LL REFUSE TO CALL 911.

i'm ready to explode today, i'm getting really really edgy. and it sucks. i have no way of releasing this anger, and i hope i don't snap on somebody i care about. i get dicked in the ass so bad at price chopper with hours. yeah i may get a lot, but i'm sick of working 3:30-9:30 after school or 9:00-5:30 on a beautiful saturday.

oh and did i mention i probably am not going to college now? the admission fee for penn state was deadlined may 1st, and my dad (who told me to leave it up to him) STILL hasn't sent it in. TRAILER PARKS HERE I COME!
 
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08:50pm 29/04/2003
 
mood: nervous
ok so a month or two ago i was driving home from work, doing about 40 past pizza loven. all of a sudden this old guy in a beat up dark blue cadillac pulls out in front of me and i had to slam on my breaks, if i reacted a second later i'd probably be roadkill. then the asshole does 10mph the entire way to my street.
i had let my fury from that night subside, until tonight. coming home from donut connection in exeter, i was about to go by the light at lincoln street. it was a green light. not yellow. not red. green. all of a sudden, the SAME FUCKING GUY runs the red light and pulls out in front of me. i was going too fast (about 40) to simply slam on the breaks, so i had to slam on breaks and cut the wheel to the right. the back of my car fishtailed and i pretty much did a 180. it fucking scares me that people like this are allowed on the road. i read an interesting statistic today, one that would have been perfect for tonight. it said that while drivers from 16-24 are more likely to be involved in an auto accident, drivers over the age of 60 are more likely to cause one (ex: run a red light and cause a 7 car pile up, but no damage done to his car, only to other cars slamming on their breaks). meaning that if i fishtailed into a telephone pole tonight, me and the old guy would both be a statistic. i was in an auto accident, and the old guy had no fucking idea he nearly got me killed.
my sr project presentation is tomorrow, and i'm pretty much shitting bricks, the whole episode tonight didn't help much either. i know my project is good, i looked over my log and i have over 47 hours worth of work put into it (the minimum is 20), but what worries me is my panel. mr. burns absolutely hates me, i never had mr. flickenger but i've never heard anybody say something good about him, and mr. doban is the only redeeming aspect of it. wish me luck tomorrow, i'm gonna need it.

i'm going now, i have to find a decent pair of pants.
 
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09:54pm 27/04/2003
 
mood: stressed
i'm so sick of working all the time. i can never seem to enjoy a beautiful day anymore, because i usually have an huge shift at work. jenn is working for me on tuesday and it's supposed to be nice tuesday, but still sucks because i have school. i can't wait until the summer so i'll finally get a day off of EVERYTHING once in a while. i seriously can't remember the last day where i didn't have either school or work. i want to get a bunch of friends to go up to pots falls or something and just spend the day there. it doesn't even matter where we go, as long as lifes responsibilities won't be an issue for the day.

in other news, i have had an enjoyable weekend. drive-in on friday night w/jenn, gene, vicky, and jenns friends leah and kevin. it was a lot of fun, anger management was really good. me and jenn already saw old school so we didn't really pay attention to it ;)
last night went out w/lisa c and emily. susken road is fucking scary at 11:00 at night with fog. there was less than 10 ft visibility. you couldn't see turns until you were already in the middle of one. scary as hell, but fucking awesome anyway. susken road is the new place to go on foggy nights.

i'm gonna go, gotta do some school work. later.

-jeremy
 
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11:28pm 16/04/2003
   
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12:04am 16/04/2003
 
mood: good
i got my laptop today
it wasn't supposed to come til after easter (420), but it came today =D

this thing is pure sex. i love it. i'll put a picture of it up later, when i get off my lazy ass and install my digital camera software on it.
 
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12:15am 14/04/2003
  ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? TIA.
2. What is your weapon of choice? my car
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? lightly, if we were just joking around. but to actually cause pain, no. unless it was emily, she can take it. heh.
4. How about of the same sex? yeah
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Tia
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i can let them go very easily, as long as you don't piss me off while i'm letting it go.

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? um.. gone to the beach
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 3pm is the latest i can remember
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: not sure
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? i don't remember
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? nah
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? back in november, hiking gettysburg.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? 6.

GLUTTONY
1. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? 20ish shots of tequila. there's a certain point where you don't really lose count, you just forget how to count.
2. Have you ever used a commercial diet program? no.
3. Do you have an issue with your weight? yea me and my fat ass
4. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty/spicy

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? umm 20-30
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 20-30
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice person during a normal conversation? not that i can recall. but it's probably happened.
4. Have you "done it"? let's skip this question ;)
5. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? daily.
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nada.

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? none.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? um... B&C?
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? hehe this should be fun:
Subaru WRX STi, Honda Civic SI, BMW Z8, BMW M5, Gibson Les Paul Custom, a nice Marshall stack, a kitty for jenn, and that's about it.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? define boring. i can live with the most monotonous deskjob in the world providing i got to listen to my own music.

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? umm.. dammit i did something i was proud of recently but i forgot what it was. i'm worthless.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? i don't think anything.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? i don't think i have goals.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? no if i were to place second in anything i'd be happy. but i never do.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? special olympics?
6. What did you do today that you're proud of? i WORKED. unlike SOME people (ahem, see anger #1)

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? their musical ability.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? i don't know.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? dave matthews. duh.
4. Have you ever been cheated on? i don't know.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yes
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? i dunno.

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? presbyterian
2. What religion were you raised as? see above
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? um, both?
4. Do you believe in magic? nah
5. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? to be honest, whenever i say a prayer, i'm just trying to follow what everyone else is saying. i'm not very religious.
6. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? nope

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? not really, but i was pleased regardless.
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? graduating from high school
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? oh hell yes. huge personal flaw of mine.
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? all the time.
6. Do you gamble? "hey dave, 10 bucks says you don't have the balls to put their bread on the bottom" (it's a price chopper thing)

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? let's not get into this.
2. What did you do today that was really brave? not putting up with tias shit. she scares people.
3. Who is your favorite super hero, and why? ron jeremy, because he is.
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? depends who they are.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? um, i dunno.
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yea

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? definitely get out of it.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? i don't really have anything against it, but i think life without parole in a federal pound-me-in-the-ass prison is worse.
4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? jigga what
5. What was your favorite media circus trial? none.
6. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? nah

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? i don't know.
2. Do you collect anything? eh not really
3. Are you addicted to anything? eh..
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? does my $70/month for 2.5 years laptop count?
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? depends what it is
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: no.
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? guitar, cars.

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? i don't know.
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? ?
3. Do you take advice when it's given? depends. i followed helenes advice on something at it was one of the best things i've ever done.
4. What area are you wisest in? hmm
5. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? moving on......



1.do you shave? my face

2.what do you shave? see above

3.why? umm

4.what colour is your razor? it's electric, but black

5.what size is your bed? twin?

6.do you like it? it doesn't squeak. that helps.

7.you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. what do you wear from your closet? old navy jeans and a decent looking shirt

8.Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? only if it was sarahs mom.

9.if you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think? well i'll be dammed

10. letter or e-mail? e-mail

11.of world war III broke out, what would you say? SHOCKING!

12.buttons or boxes? huh?

13.which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? don't worry about it

14.what's something a guy/girl will do that'll turn you off? be a complete asshole to me.

15. what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? moving on.....

16. what do you think of soulmates? what about them?

17.florida or cali? florida.

18.is the world screwed? maybe.

19.is cussing a neccesity in life? cursing makes you cool. duh.

20.what's an object you can't live without? my car

21.can you live without the microwave? yes

22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? how do you know i don't have those dreams every night?? (kidding of course. or am i?)

23. would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? i fucking hate dogs and kids. but i can hire people to be the parents of the kids if i was rich, so i'll choose option a.

24. how's your schoolwork for you right now? moving on..

25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? actually, it's what they didn't do. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

26.Favorite weather- 70-100

27.what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? hair

28.what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? sweetness, humor

29.do you know what 143 means? no but easter is 420

30.who's phone number are you hoping to get? i already have jenns number.

31.describe melancholy, if you don't know, then skip this question. : that weird state of mind that you never quite know how you got into, but you're not in a good mood nor are you in a bad mood. melancholy and the infinite sadness.

32.describe mellow- laidback

33.do you beleive in ghosts? ehh

34.what time did you sleep last night? 1ish

35.which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? jenn

36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? not really.. joking with friends is ok i guess, but that's it.

37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu, hawaii? hawaii

38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? depends what kind of sandwiche

39.(guys) how would you feel if you gave a girl a flower? good?

(girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy?

40.do you want to drop school? yea, but i won't.

41.what do you think of the word, "no pain, no gain"? it's a quote, not a word, but it's not always true.

42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul" ? you can tell so much about a person just by looking into their eyes.

43.What do you think of sleep? psh.

44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? eh i dunno.

45.at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one them them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? actually, that's probably true.

46.Are you a procrastinator? ugh. yes.

47.waffles or pancakes? waffles, mainly eggos

48.how's your cereal in your bowl? REESES

49.what's an annoying trait about you? "you know what i mean?"

50.football or rugby? rugby

51. hat or visor? visor

52.ice skating or rollerblading? i suck at both

53.(guys) your gf has long beautiful hair which you love, she comes to school the next day with a short crop cut. what do you HONESTLY think?: eh if it makes her happy

(girls) your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with a shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think?

54. pizza or burgers? pizza

55.what colour is your jacket? blue

56.what's something you ALWAYS have on you? umm, i dunno.

57.what do you think of guys with nailpolishes? umm

58.do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? thinking

59.would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls or guys school? FRAT HOUSE

60.there's a high school that'll be on a cruise ship and you have the opportunity to go. it's your last year at school. do you go for it? um, why wouldn't i?

61. who do you want to take with you to the prom? jenn

62. your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. they wake up the next morning with a slight memory that did something stupid. what do you do? tell them they're a fucking idiot.

63.is cyber sex considered cheating? uh, i guess

64.how do you react to change? depends on the change

65.are you happy? overall yes, but i still have minor problems

66.favorite berries- strawberries

67.what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? birthmark on side of head

68.do you take a shower after a bath? no..

69.what's colour's your towel? whatever one i grab

70.what do you think of knuckle cracking? i do it all the time

71.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? i don't know

72.chalk or crayons? chalk

73.how's you happiness level right now? 0 (low)- 10 (high) - 9

74. coffee, tea, or me? coffee

75.wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? yes, even though i hugged the person i would want to hug less than 2 hours ago.

76.who was the last person who complimented you? jenn

77.what's wrong with your school? so much. mainly mr. burns.

78.do you know what an aphrodisiac is? heard the term

79.who do you wish you could kiss? jenn

80.movies at home on in a theater? theater usually

81.wanna live in a castle? hell yes. the medieval Legos were my favorite ones.

82.isn't gondola a cool word? no not really

83.what coat do you wear in the winter? my blue old navy one

84.(girls)what's something about guys you don't get?

85.(guys) what's something about girls you don't get? far too much

86.who was better in rush hour/rush hour 2? never saw either one

87.it someone said you were hot, what would you think? thanks for the compliment, now open your eyes.

88. you go to your bf/gf's house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. what do you think? eh, whatever.

89.what happens when you hear the word christmas? happiness

90.does being a psycho sound appealing? no, i work with enough (2) of them

91.what food brings back good memories? TACO BELL BECAUSE IT TASTES SO DAMN GOOD

92.do you talk to yourself? yes

93.sun or moon? moon

94.what's your opinion on love? one has to experience it to appreciate it.

95.what's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex? (lmao katie, black baby). i dunno, the entire summer, and any time i'm with jenn.

96.would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? square dancing. excuse to grow a mullet.

97.do you think you can afford to lose weight? i don't really wanna lose weight so much as turn it from fat to muscle.

98.if you could dye your hair any colour, what would you dye it? blue.

99.what's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? i don't know.

100.how was the survey? killed some time.
 
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11:23pm 08/04/2003
  i just ordered a really nice laptop from dell.
2.0ghz pentium 4
512mb ram
40gb hard drive
64mb geforce 4
15.4 inch wide aspect screen
wireless networking card
24x cdrw/dvd rom drive
$2,200 (paying $70/month for 3 years)

hell fucking yes.
 
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03:53pm 07/04/2003
 
mood: pissed off
whatever happened to kids looking up to their parents?
the way it is right now, i want to be absolutely nothing like my father, and i hope whomever i marry is the complete opposite of my mother.
my father, though he is a hard worker, is constantly in a bad mood. it is very very rare to see him with a smile on his face, and even when he does have a smile, it quickly changes to his pissed off face.
my mother though.. ugh. she constantly bitches at me for never being home. there is a reason i'm never home: whenever i'm home, i have to put up with her. i'm so sick of every single conversaton we have turning into a massive screaming match. i can't stand trying to be civil with her, trying so hard to keep my cool, and then she explodes and i lose it. some of her decisions make no sense whatsoever. for example, today. the roads are FINE. a couple months ago when we had a HUGE snowstorm, she let me drive to price chopper with a few friends around 9 am, the roads were barely even plowed. right now the side roads don't have any snow on them, but she still won't let me take the car anywhere, not even to pick up jordan. in fact, i can't even leave the house! i asked her if i was grounded and if i was i deserved to know what i did, but she said i wasn't grounded but that doesn't mean i have to leave the house. so there you go. i did absolutely nothing wrong, but i'm being treated as if i was grounded. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
i am trying to hard to stay calm right now, but i'm ready put my fist through a wall. it angers me so much that i'm pretty much being punished for no reason whatsoever. god dammit.
and then theres my brother. i'm not going to bitch about my brother, but rather my mom. she always ALWAYS bitches at me for not spending time with him, but i can never spend enough time with him. last monday i took him to price chopper to cash in his change and then took him to blockbuster to rent a game with his change (and paid the difference since he didn't have enough). on wednesday i took him to mcdonalds and watched a movie with him. last night me and jenn dyed easter eggs with him. for all my friends with younger siblings, when was the last time you spent any time with them? my mom tells my brother that i'm a horrible brother and whatnot, and thanks to her telling him that he thinks that i am.
and i'm so jealous of my friends who actually have decent relationships with their parents. i honestly wish i could have a conversation with my mom, but it's fucking impossible. my dad is a cranky asshole the majority of the time who doesn't have time for me, and my mom has to look for an argument every single day.
i want to kill someone.
 
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12:03pm 07/04/2003
  god dammit, i take back what i said lastnight about me needing a break from school. i WISH we had school today. i'm stuck inside with my mother and i can tell already it's going to be one of the worst days in a LONG time. pure torture. i hate the fucking snow, this is ridiculous.
and if we don't have school tomorrow (supposed to get 2-4 inches tonight), homicide is the only option.

somebody shoot me.
 
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10:30pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: happy
good weekend
friday i hung out with jordan after school, then sarah til like 7:30. jenn and her friends went to philly to get prom dresses but got lost on the way home and ended up somewhere in valley forge. she got home around 7:30 and we went to her friend leahs house for a while.
saturday i had work til 5:30, picked up sarah and em after work, and drove around listening to old music. i picked up jenn after she got off work around 9:30, then picked up helene, and we all went to modern lanes and met carmen, des, and pete there. me and carmen found "meatloaf - paradise by the dashboard lights" on the jukebox so of course we had to play it. we got so into the song it was ridiculous, my voice was dead last night and scratchy this morning. i dropped jenn off at her house around 12:45 and when i got pulled over around 1 am for doing 45 in a 25 (through exeter on wyoming ave), the cop pulled me over in front of brunos. i managed to talk my way out of it and didn't even get a warned, he never even asked to see my license. good thing too, considering i have to be off the road by 11pm.
today i had work 9:00-5:30, and after work jenn came over and we dyed easter eggs w/my brother. after that we attempted to watch memento and she went home around 9ish. i love you jenn =)
tomorrow.. hmm i can use a day off. a snow day would be nice, i guess. whatever, doesn't matter either way.
 
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08:25am 03/04/2003
  For Touws class we had to write a parody of that "To be or not to be" part of Hamlet. I wrote mine 5 minutes ago, here it is:


Jeremy Yarick Period 6

To skip, or not to skip – that is the question:
Whether a test will be missed and I will suffer
The torture and embarrassment of a screaming teaching,
Or to take a road trip to no particular destination,
And decide where we’re going when we get there. To drive – to sleep –
To sleep! The possibility of just sleeping all day through
The headaches and the thousand annoying people
That school is known for – ‘tis a great idea
Oh how I wish. To skip – to sleep,
To sleep – sleep it is! Ay, sleeping is great!
For in my sleep of peace troubles may come,
When an angered teacher decides to call my house,
And ask where I am.
 
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